At the cross roads

At the cross roads...
When life gives you the sudden instance where you are forced to realize, not wanting to, how alone you are…
In a world where there is abundance of life…and as ironic as that maybe - a deficiency of life…

The liveliness in the word life itself doesn’t mean even a tenth of the life that we try to have and strive to have…

Life by itself is wonderful, until we add all that we have onto it, assuming this is how it is meant to be, this is how it should be and act, against our nature, against mother nature on those lines

We work, all day all night, we believe we do it to live – the truth being as sad as it is - we merely survive…

Who defined life, why did we define our life with what the world believes it is and it should be. There are no steadfast rules on how to live, and yet, here we are limiting ourselves, when we know there is no limit…

There is happiness all around and yet, we choose to turn away from it. We let people and things conquer our life, when we are merely standing by watching us struggle through each second that we did not define to us…

We are not actors in this world, but mere puppets – to a materialistic world where the least importance is given to oneself.

Torn Apart

Life could never be better
Love was all around
With you beside me, my love
My happiness revolved around you
But there came a moment
That I have not foreseen
Never imagined in my wildest dreams

The day my life ended
Was the day you left me
Happiness revolved around vacuum
Life never seemed this bitter
Love was all I thought about

You were all I wanted back
For reasons known to you
Unknown and ignorant that I was
I paid the price for letting you go
I dint have a choice, for you had made yours

I look at you today
As you were before
As happiness never left you
Because you let someone else’s revolve around you

But here I am still with your thoughts
Changing myself to the person you wanted me to be
My life moving like a painted picture
But my world shattered into millions of pieces

No, it’s not your fault
My life is because of me
I let you pierce through it
And now the pain doesn’t seize to flow

I lose myself into a world
Where am unaware of myself
My friends my family my deeds
The values I possess seem unknown to me
Because I lost you, for reasons I don’t know

Yes, I may have choices
But this is the life I am forced to choose
Seeing you happy makes me feel good
But dreaming of you in my arms makes me love you more

You hurt me, you killed my life
Yet I let you do it to me, everyday, ever since
Because I am not willing to live reality
I gave my life for you, my love
I gave up my family friends and happiness for losing you

That one soul that changed me
That one soul that tore me apart
Oh my love, today I look back
Unable to answer -
Are u really worth losing myself for?

Reality of my Dreams

To a world so beautiful
Where life is so colorful
In rhythm the flowers sway
To the breeze of the lovely day
Above me the pretty birds fly
Gliding across the deep blue sky
As I paint my life in my dream
Far from the reality I want to be
In a world where I am
In a world where I ought not to be
For the love of my life
For the love for my life
I live in the reality of my dreams
I live happily having lived and seen
Moments of life as real as they seem
As ideal as I want them to be
In my dreams I enjoy
The realities of life that I never would
The infinite universe and the eternal beauty
The tides of life that would never seize
But get higher with every wave,
Violent in reality and magnificent as I dream
The wonder of life that I would never see
If not for my world of dreams
Of eternal beauty and infinite love,
For the love for my life
For the love of my life
I live in the reality of my dreams..